Whats going on with me, and do i still have hope for the future?

ok so all my life i was the best sweetest biggest goodie-two-shoed girl on EARTH ok well maby not on earth but at least at school and i was sooo shy and i never cussed or did anything bad, but this year i have gone on a wierd rampage i have skipped school, ditched classes, talked back to all teachers, i got in school suspention, i got regular suspention. i guess i have been being very emotional lately and honestly i wanted suspention cause i really can not take school anymore i really just rather die than go there, i hate the people the teachers the work the hallways, the toilets(long story), the drama, the everything, i might move to another school next year but im scared that everything will turn out the same, i have really bad social skills like i really can only get along with someone for so long and idk what i do wrong and this is gonna sound really stupid but im one of the only girls at school who has not ever had a boyfriend and like i have a TON of guy friends like i only get along with guys apperently and honestly not in a bragy way but i do get a lot of complements from them like: im pretty, nice shirt/pants/shoes/etc. but for some reason none of them will ask me out... ok and also i want to know if i can still get into a good collage after all the crap on my record now:( and what should i do??? i feel really lost and idk i just cant stand life anymore and i am to pussy to commit suiside... idk and my parents are sending me to therapy now but like i really dont know anymore....